Why is it so hard to do, when we know how great we will feel once we do it? This is something I am not good at, just ask my co-workers....but it's definitely something I have tried to hone in on in the last 2 years.
It is quite a gratifying and fulfilling feeling that follows once you can surrender to the pride and just say, "you're right, I'm wrong, I'm so sorry."
I have gotten a lot better at admitting, apologizing and trying to move on....although the third part is the hardest for me, and I have definitely not mastered it. I can admit and apologize, yet the moving on portion is an act on my part I guess.
I can pretend I am moving on and go through the motions, but deep down inside....I'm still holding on to the guilt of what I'm admitting and apologizing for. A wise woman told me today that holding on to that guilt is not necessary. I don't have to do that. I can let go and let God hold it for me, I don't have to let the guilt define me.
That is my focus today, not letting the guilt of those things that have passed define who I am today or tomorrow. I can live a new day tomorrow.
So there, I have admitted something today. I am not good at admitting and following through with that important step by actually moving on .....for real moving on.
Thanks for your support fellow bloggers!
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